the thin line

There was a lot of things happened in the las two months. If I saw it separately seems like there is no connectivity among them but somehow when I tried to joined this occurrences altogether, voila, I can saw there was a smooth line connected among them, the line which I truly believe was set up by The Almighty. And what happened to me in the last two months can be my return point to entering totally the whole new world, to learn to see everything and react with a completely different perspective, to fight much harder for a quest of a better life.

At least there was four cases forced me to mused what is the meaning of it. First I was doing a medical check up and the result is bad, my doctor said that i was contracted a Nonalcoholic Hematogali Fatty Liver, which is again .. bad .. cause if it's not handle seriously will become Cirrhossis liver, and my friends, its uncured. I'm still under medicinal treatment right now, and luckily they found out my disease before it's to late, cause according to the doctor there will be no sign at all like fever, queasy, etc, and if you reach the phase 'feel something' it means too late :(.

I was endured a medical check up because its a one of terms to become a new employee in new company, and guess what, since I was acceptance as their employee long before the medical check up result finish, I decided to quit from my previous job and signed a new contract. So when the results materialize I was totally shocked and confused, thank God my new company gave me a second medical check up, and the result is acceptable. And this was a second case, a new job.

The third is my relationship with my girl, even though we’re experienced a very hard time and seems like there was no hope, now it become clearer and moved to certain point, which is good. Now, even she was move abroad to develop her career, I (we) believe there is a tight connection between us, and it also drive me to both work and study harder, I always have a dream to reach my MBA degree. Thanks babe.

The last but not least is my passion to go on Umrah and Hajj, the pilgrimage to Mecca. I don't know exactly when I have a thought about this; it’s suddenly pop up in my head and ever since that passion become stronger and stronger and pushed me to be a better man than yesterday. Well, frankly speaking, I don't want to be in the city of God and Prophet with the body full of sin. Insya Allah the day will come when I utter 'Labaik Allahuma Labaik' (Dear God, I come to fulfill Your call),

Insya Allah.

joeffry
djakarta
August 25, 2006

i luv u

tick tock tick tock
jarum jam berdetak tak lelah
titi pasti detik demi detik
dan sepasang anak manusia
smoga tak jua lelah melangkah
walau terkadang air mata menitik

tick tock tick tock
jarum jam tak jemu berputar
lewati menit demi menit
dan asa sepasang anak manusia
smoga tak luruh dalam gentar
terpisah jarak yang mencubit

tick tock tick tock
jarum jam setia berdetik
lalui jam demi jam
dan cinta sepasang anak manusia
smoga tak jemu berbisik
ceriakan malam malam kelam

jarum jam
selalu melangkah
tak pernah bosan
apalagi ingkar
tunjukan kuasa waktu
yang selalu maju

cinta sejati sepasang anak manusia
tak kan pernah lekang
walau oleh irama sang waktu

i love you ...

abang
djakarta
22 agustus 2006