this is it

bismillah;
and she said: "Yes ... I do"

Prostration of thanksgiving [sujood as syukr]

"Sajada wajhi lilladhi khalaqahu wa sawwarahu wa shaqqa sam’ahu wa basarahu bi hawlihi wa quwwatihi"

"My face has prostrated before Him Who created it and fashioned it, and brought forth its faculties of hearing and seeing by His Might and Power."

"Wajahku bersujud kepada Yang menciptakannya, membuka pendengaran dan penglihatannya dengan daya dan kekuatan-Nya"

shukran lillah
djakarta
may 28, 2005
djoeffry

for you

Just a look in your eyes again
Just to lay in your arms
Just to be the first one always there for you
Just to live in your laughter
Just to sing in your heart
Just to be everyone of your dreams come true

Just to sit by your window
Just to touch in the night
Just to offer a prayer each day for you
Just to long for your kisses
Just to dream of your sighs
Just to know that I’d give my life for you

Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you’re never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that you’re here in my heart to stay

For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you

Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love, for you

a tributte for john denver

lesson of life

I’ve got a very good lesson last night. It’s a bloody goddamned good lesson.
Wise man said that experience is a good teacher, no doubt about that, but if it’s a very bad experience … still .. it’s hurt, but hey the show must go on .. you cannot let yourself drift in pain and sorrow.

So here’s the points of wisdom that I’ve learn:

• Treat people exactly the same way that you want people you, otherwise forget about friendships and long term relationship, remember that we are equal.
• God give us two ears and only one mouth, so listen and listen to your opponent speak and give them react the same way that you want them react to your story [remember point 1].
• Keep your big mouth shout up when you didn’t know exactly the situation, especially when you’re involving other person. It can be a chaos and ruin your life … and it can h u r t you so badly.
• Do not over self confidence; even thought you think you knew what others people thinks. It’s always better asked than guess…. Believe me .. it’s true.
• Some people believe that ‘silent is a golden’, I don’t believe that. For me silent is the worst thing that can happen in a relationship. Yeah right … I know it’s not gonna be easy to said and express what you fell especially what you wanna said or express might hurt your opponent. And the way how to choose or find the right time and sentence is an art in a relationship. It’s Ok if sometimes you pick a wrong timing, at least you’d tried. You cannot be a master in one night, it’s a lifetime practice and again at least you’d tried.
• Be honest….

Whoooa.. that’s a lot of things to learn at one night.

djakarta
may 27, 2005
djoeffry

back to reality ...

terjerembabku
dihempaskan dari menara tinggi mimpi
yang kurajut sendiri
bersulamkan ego diri

hancur remuk redam
kala menjejak bumi
iringi isak tiada arti
cemoohkan lidah yang tak mau mengerti

kata mereka tentang mimpi
adalah kebebasan yang hakiki
tapi kutakut
bahkan untuk berfikir tentang mimpi

remukku ragu
adakah mimpi menjelma
ataukah hilang terbasuh air mata?

djakarta
may 27, 2005
djoeffry

me and my big mouth

In the name of ALLAH, the Beneficent, the Merciful:
Ali ibn Abu Thalib said that Rasulallah saw said :
"The tongue of the wise is behind his heart and the heart of the fool is behind his tongue"
"Affliction caused by the tongue is worse than (that caused by) the strike of the blade of a sword."

I said: "Don't play with your tongue, or it will strike back straight to your heart, and it's hurt ... bloody hurt.... "

djakarta
may 27, 2005
djoeffry

addict

uugghhh ...
betapa inginku rasakan
kepulan asap tembakau melingkar liar
menari-nari di depan mataku
menikmati nikotin merayap
perlahan memenuhi relung paru-paru
yang mulai mencoba mengembang lebih lega

hanya ada satu suara,
kecil ... nyaris tak terdengar
mencoba berbisik perlahan
putus asa .. menahan

ingat tlah terlontar janji
pada Illahi, dia serta diri

djakarta
may 21, 2005
joeffry

s'perti yang kau minta

Maafkan aku tak bisa memahami maksud amarahmu,
Membaca dan mengerti isi hatimu.
Ampuni aku yg telah memasuki kehidupan kalian,
Mencoba mencari celah dalam hatimu

Aku tau ku takkan bisa
menjadi s’perti yg engkau minta,
Namun selama nafas berhembus
aku kan mencoba
menjadi s’perti yg kau minta

Ampuni aku yg telah memasuki kehidupan kalian
Mencoba mencari celah dalam hatimu
Aku tau ku takkan bisa
menjadi s’perti yg engkau minta
Namun selama nafas berhembus
aku kan mencoba

Aku tau dia yg bisa
menjadi s’perti yg engkau minta
Namun selama aku bernyawa
aku kan mencoba
menjadi s’perti yg kau minta

Aku tau ku takkan bisa
menjadi s’perti yg engkau minta
Namun selama nafas berhembus
aku ‘kan mencoba

Aku tau dia yg bisa
menjadi s’perti yg engkau minta
Namun selama aku bernyawa
aku ‘kan mencoba
menjadi s’perti yg kau minta

Seperti yg kau minta,
aku kan mencoba menjadi
s’perti yg kau minta

song by Chrisye
lyrics by Ponky Jikustik

she's cummin ..

KLM Airlines KL835 (Non-stop) Economy Class
Departing:Singapore
Fri, 13 May at 4:10pm (Terminal 1)
Arriving :Jakarta, Indonesia
Fri, 13 May at 4:45pm (Terminal Two)
Status: Confirmation Code *6IRMEU
Aircraft: Boeing 747 Jet
Seat: Check in at Airport
Meal: Snack/Brunch
Freq. Flyer: KL KL3683408316

update
KLM Airlines KL835 (Non-stop) Upgrade to Business
Departing:Singapore
Fri, 13 May at 4:10pm (Terminal 1) was delay to 6.00pm
Arriving :Jakarta, Indonesia
Fri, 13 May at 4:45pm (Terminal Two) was delay to 6.45pm

happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy

royal palm mansions

At the end of this week my yayang will finish her final exam, and I thought both of us needs a joy a little bit. And for sure, what else can beat than spend the whole week end together in Spore?
So… here we are again… s i n g a p o r e . . .

Buuuut .. before I go I need to prepared my armored, caused I have to reinstall her laptop bla bla bla and brings her 30 packs of Indomie, the most delicious plastic noodle from Indonesia and last but not least 1 plastic bag of Yun-Yi’s Tofu from Bogor. Hmmm yummie .. sounds like no more starving at Palm Mansions.

wow … lagi nggak mood buat corat coret nih, laen kali aja deh. Yang pasti I really really enjoy every minute we shared together.

s’pore
may 06-09, 2005
djoeffry